傻猪世界~

2009-12-07T10:14:00.000-08:00

2:15 am .. im sitting infront of lappy .. starting to blogging ..

its been a long time for didn't update my blog .. full of dust .

share some news wit u all .... still i haven look for any job yet . few days ago my mum told me to look for job in singapore . mayb im a burden to her ... 1 year ago since i came back from singapore .. all those electric bills .. water bills .. telephone bills .. tmnet bills ... suddenly boost up . so its not enough for her to cover those bills .. dats y need my help . but .. its not enough .

christmas coming soon ... but i think christmas day for me is nothin cos i still alone stay inside home doin nothin .. dis year i really hope my christmas can be different from previous years ..
oh yea .. i never eat turkey b4 . how i wish i can hav some turkey meat on dat day . lol ...

december 2009 ... soon will reach at the end .. den goin to start a new year 2010... times past by very very fast ... i still remember on jan chinese new year i was argue wit my bro bcos he did not come back home for reunion dinner .. now is alrdy december .. wao ~

2:30 am ... its time for me to ZZZZZ oledi ... tired .

lol .. will update soon ~

2009-08-29T22:43:00.000-07:00

最怕空氣突然安靜最怕朋友突然的關心。。
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息最怕突然聽到你的消息。。
想念如果會有聲音不願那是悲傷的哭泣。。
事到如今終於讓自己屬於我自己只剩眼淚還騙不過自己。。

突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈。。
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛。。

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲變成兩部悲傷的電影。。
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行然後留下最痛的紀念品。。

我們那麼甜那麼美那麼相信那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經。。
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去。。

突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈。。
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛。。

最怕空氣突然安靜最怕朋友突然的關心。。
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息最怕突然聽到你的消息。。

最怕此生已經決心自己過沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息。。

2009-08-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

guess which 1 is me ???

2009-08-09T04:09:00.000-07:00

friday & saturday .... quite enjoy .. cant describe wit words .

friday night reach campsite bout 9 something .. den we start to build our tent n set up fire to settle our food . everything fin by 1030 or 11 if not wrong. dunno how come i cant stay 24 hours awake .. probably nowadays sleep quite early ... dats y i straight away sleep till the next day morning . probably i miss out quite alot in midnight activities .. lol ... return my 24 hours energetic skill plz ! shall train back .. but overall quite enjoy dat night .

next day morning ... settle breakfast .. our breakfast is bake beans ... nuggets ... french fries ... hotdog .. n 1 pot of milo ... actually we have breads .. but oledi kena settle by the dogs surround dere . lol ! after settle those food ony we settle camp n go back home .. so wat we do in 1 day is stay dere settle foods whole day . lol ... but not boring btw . we took lots of pics ..

b4 my hp battery die ... took last pic n we break tent n enjoy waterfall time !!

generally describe our camping night .. of course there is alot of funny things happen .. just wan to upload 1 pic which i think is the best pic on dat day . next year 10th anniversary ... hope to meet u all n those bro in overseas again .. another nice memory store inside my mind forever ...

2009-08-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

help me to find a way escape from loneliness ...

2009-08-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

quite a long time din update my blog . just bcos im very busy to update it .

1 week ago ... at 12am ... i was sleeping dat time . suddenly i received 1 call from my fren . told me go to meet them in ss2 PJ. said they have a big surprise for me . zzz ... i was like so dulan cos i hate people kacau me when i was sleeping . no choice . i have to go too . promised if no surprise for me they will kena fk by me . lol ..

reached the place but i cant see any surprise there. so i looked on the menu n order drinks. still look so sleepy dat time. bout 10 to 15 min lata ony i can feel the surprise. not ony surprise. its a damn fking best surprise ive ever met. lol .... brother HOE finally come back !!!

sleepy mode deactivated. bcome so energetic suddenly. quite a long long time din meet him d . of course im surprise after saw him on dat day. but too bad ony stay bout 2 hours something. cos its late. so wat can we do is just chit chattin n plan to meet again.

so dis is the 2nd time we meet again since last week . friday night go out for dinner n fetch other fren from airport. another brother came back from singapore. a warm welcome to him. reached home bout 3:30am n ony sleep 2 hours. next day go out at 8:00am to attend a scout AGM.. after fin dat AGM go to other place to attend LEO meeting. after fin meeting we go for left 4 dead gaming. lol ....

so dis is the activity we did on friday n sat. now wat im waiting for is our camping on next week . rly long time din plan for camping since last year i think . or last 2 years ? forgot. but wat can i say is ... next activity will be the best activity we've got for dis year. lol .. countdown .

k .. stop here . gonna go dabao for my lunch time. will update soon .

2009-07-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

after reading wat they wrote in the poetry competition i feel like wan to LOL. yesterday morning got a competition so students asked me . " teacher how to do dis ? " lol i told them ... " ur mind thinkin wat then just write inside ony . but must match wit the topic. "

after 1 hour competition ... dis is the result . 100% laugh like hell when i was in office dat time .

lol dis guy always din bring his book. so i always punish him. LOL. dats y he wrote dis .

ony dis poetry is different topic from others. lol ....

dis 1 is monitor's de . but i dunno wat she writing . lol ..... very funny .

some students din write n just pass a blank paper . zzz ...... those r lazy in class . nothin to comment bout them . lol .... wat can i said is after received dis from them i laugh like hell in office. LOL !!!

2009-06-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

dis morning go to 2 primary sculs for interview. hmmmm.... feel so shock . now i ony know dai ke teacher can get alot of salary . zzz. i din know dat ... ony work for 5 days .. me myself dun hav any experience on being a teacher. so i will giv it a try.

1st n 2nd also a chinese scul. i miss the first 1 cos the headmaster oledi hired some dai ke teacher d . so he intro me to other scul. no choice. lol ... but tomorrow i gonna go for REAL interview . LOL .... so must wear till damn very smart n show them my poor certificate. i ony proud to show my sec scul de result . lol ..

actually i got other choice beside being a dai ke teacher. other choice is i work in a sales company. dunno y . dun feel like wan to choose sales job although can learn new things. if i fail for my dai ke teacher de job i will choose sales job. im not an expert in doin sales job. u can said im choosy. but for me if got opportunities to hav 5 workin days de job plus salary also not bad PLUS i can learn new things. i wun think twice just do it. lol .... mayb dis is also my another disadvantage. for being so choosy.

previously when i was a primary scul student even teacher also dunno how to solve my prob. cos i dun like to tok n i scared teacher dat time. now if im a teacher i think probably i will meet same prob too ? who knows dere is another ME in my class. zzz . anyway still not confirm yet till tomorrow.

chinese... science... n music ... CAN LA !!! NO PROBLEM ! standard 2 ony wat . so easy to handle those subjects. i wish i can teach math actually.

anyway .... still not confirm yet till tomorrow.

LOL.

night.

2009-06-25T17:54:00.000-07:00

R.I.P. Michael Jackson .....

2009-06-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

back from penang yesterday. feel so tired. took a very long time for me n frens to reach kl. cos of traffic jam. reach home at 1130 pm. den bath ler go out have supper wit my bro. lol .

in penang we eat many different kinds of food. fried kueh teow ... ice kacang ... mee goreng ... cendol ... etc . most expensive i think is da fried kueh teow. 6 ringgit for just a small plate plus 3 prawns. we waited bout 45 min for ordering da fried kueh teow. means 1 plate 15 min. took so long time sia ... i was like so shock when i heard 1 small plate cost 6 ringgit.

after dat we go take a look at the pet shop nearby. lol ... i like the white snake among all of the pets inside. cost 1600 ringgit to have it as a pet. lol ..... after dat in evening we go shopping mall. nothin much to do dere so we decided to have a walk outside da mall. found out the beach dere was totally polluted. its a sad case to see dat.

second day feel very enjoy. can go to the beach but not the polluted 1. but for me i more enjoy walkin along da beach at nite. lol ...

i hate malay swine. like to take opportunities to bully people. they think dey r smart. wat else malay swine can do ? bcome a rapist, bcome a stupid thief, stupid mat rempit, stupid guitar player, etc. dey do everything without using brain. bo bian ... our government need dis kind of people.

here r some pics dat i took when in penang...

dis is dat fried kueh teow which cost 6 ringgit. ps i took it after i fin da food.

ice kacang. bcos i very hungry dat time so i fin it den ony took da pic.

chrysanthemum tea. ps again.

dis is da hotel dat we stay. stay TUNE ~~~

finally u can see 1 bowl full of cendol.

lol !! dunno how come his face like dat. pervert face ?? LOL jkjk ...

polluted beach.

xien. how come i knock ur door u din serve me ?? bad service !! complaint !!

<3

eh dun leave me behind ler ~~

bro ... gotcha !! lol ... seems like u r enjoying takin pic. got evidence d !!

dats my foot. LOL.

cool ~~ got human-killer tree ? or pig-killer tree ?

2009-06-02T02:48:00.000-07:00

here im gonna post " 1 litre of tears " video clips.

for me dis is da best scene. no matter i watch how many times for sure i will cry. lol.

enjoy crying.

2009-06-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

love dis song so much. especially the lyrics. meaningful to me . lol....

2009-05-31T05:47:00.000-07:00

today morning . after woke up i was like ... omg . my hair. damn messy. lol . probably need to cut d. yeah. suddenly think dao got 1 song name "tou fa luan le" by jacky cheong. so i put it as my blog song. lol .

no money go for trip to penang !!!! but i despo wan to go . long time din meet my frens d. dun care. but on 11th july go for trip to singapore !! totally no money d. arrrrgghhh .... forgot to buy the uniform badge .... zzz . need to save more money . walao .

lol. frens ask how come previous blog i sounds like .. very guai lan. actually i was dulan to certain animals. not u all VIP k ? lol ...

hmmmm .... no topic to tok today. mayb tomorrow got. lol ...

night.

<3 Jam. totally he is my idol.

2009-05-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

now is midnight 12 o'clock. feel myself so freakin emo shyt today.

its a truth that i dun understand my frens de like n dislike. actually i totally dun wish to know. except for important 1 . but after today i think dat ..... even the important 1 i still dun understand so much. im totally a failure. no wonder no 1 like to tok to me.

in my msn dere r lots of contact inside my list. but ony some frens who rly like to tok to me. feel lil bit comfort. dunno y i got so many animals inside my msn list. like a zoo. lol. some contact even me myself din recognize. feel like wan to block they all. just consider im an anti-social people. i dun like to tok to people. know wats the feelin when u tok to them n they r like no fuck to wat u r sayin? not even wan to reply?

so i choose to be a silent 1.

im not a talkative human. my social skill not so gud. so plz dun ask me y i so silent.

if u dun wan to tok to me , plz . block me or delete my contact from ur list. its irritating to have u in my list.

nite.

2009-05-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

lol . argue wit my mom again. dunno y she so angry. scold me for no reason. at night keep talkin to me but i seldom reply. scared kena scold again. just now ask me y i din prepare dinner. too bad i went outside solve my dinner prob. i din know she haven eat. no choice.

dis afternoon dunno y i cant get into the shangri-la website. cos i wanna chck got wat promotion dey havin rite now. den suddenly i found out lots of people de reviews bout the restaurant in shangri-la very bad. more than 70% people do not enjoy their meal in shangri-la hotel. mostly havin bad comments bout the customer service n the food. actually its quite true. customers afford to pay such price but they get a very bad service. made me remember when i was still in that hotel. i was pass by the restaurant n suddenly a customer callin me. said he wan to order a cold drink. so i was thinkin ... should i take his order cos im not in charge in F&B service. im in F&B management department. but i still help the customer of course. i dun hav any experience is dis so after took the order i inform a waiter to help me serve that customer. but the waiter told me to go inside the kitchen to inform other people. means wat? i was thinkin ... r u a waiter o not? this kind of thing should let u all to handle instead of me. but still .. nvm. its ok for me to serve that customer. cos i dun wan him to wait such a long time just for a glass of cold drink.

" DISAPPOINTED " . wat a nice word to describe the service n the food inside 5 star shangri-la hotel. even ive got money i wun spend inside shangri-la hotel. nowadays i heard from my cousin that the restaurant now havin a nice promotion. how old r u den u will get the discount. means if 100 years old den u will get free dinner inside the restaurant. lol. heck care. lousy food n service.

so .... plz .... lots of people will think that people who work in shangri-la hotel can earn lots of money. ya rite. in ur dream land probably dis will happen. whoever dun believe can go try interview n get experience inside. u will cry.

night.

2009-05-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday my mom bought apple again. but dis time de apple EXCELLENT !! lol. juicy~~ feel so so so so so so happy when i bite the apple. cos its sweet. lol .... den she said im crazy. actually not ony she bought apple. got grape n mangosteen. n its quite expensive. used up above 50 ringgit to buy those fruits. 2kg grape oledi cost bout 30 ringgit ++ .

tomorrow goin back melaka. till monday den ony come back.

just now my fren told me. HOW COME UR STATUS IS IN RELATIONSHIP ? lol den i shock n answered. IS IT ? NO WONDER I DUN HAVE ANY GALS LEAVE MESSAGE TO ME LA !! lol ... dat time i still got de la ... after broke den forgot to chg back. so now is still single. lol .... but not plan to have gf rite now la... relationship is complicated thingy. not even have time to manage it well. so just forget it.

watched "1 litre of tears" again. ive watched bout 4 times d. n each time each episode i also non stop crying. whoever watched dis but did not cry ... dat person is made by steel. lol.

k... i will stop at here. now i gonna dl again whole maple story program. cos previous program that i dl is corrupted. nitez every1... oya ~~~

2009-05-22T19:02:00.001-07:00

"Code Blue". Another nice dorama to intro. got my fav 3 big cast inside. bout dis drama i nothin to say. ony have 1 word to describe dis dorama. excellent.

Synopsis

If it can be treated one second earlier, the heart might start beating again.

If there is one extra helicopter, another life in danger may be saved.
If one more life can be saved, the Japanese medical community may regain trust.
There are more lives in this country that can be saved.

The "Doctor Helicopter" system was legalized in Japan in June 2007. A medical team is dispatched to the patients on a helicopter to provide medical care in the field as soon as possible. One day, four young physicians are assigned to this latest medical system. The doctors experience traumatic medical situations, deal with personal ambitions, witness the fragility of life, and they grow personally and professionally.

Review

Features Tomohisa Yamashita, Aragaki Yui, Erika Toda. Code Blue tells story about 4 intern doctor who aim to be the flight doctor. Only the best doctor can ride the Heli. In order to become a great doctor they must overcome every hurdle, but at the same time they learn about live. Its refreshing for me to watch Yamashita in this kind of dorama. His role as cold blooded, strong minded doctor very different from his previous role.

Rating : 09/10

2009-05-22T03:50:00.000-07:00

nowadays keep eating fruits. after my meal for sure eat 2 apples. i like to eat apple. but yesterday my mom bought de apple quite dissapointed. taste like shyt. not sweet de. so i eat chicken shyt fruit, " gai xi guo " in cantonese. lol. its a guava. my mom said our place sold de apple always not sweet de. must go other place buy. where ? she said dunno.

today on9 survey my fav traveling place. japan. lol found out inside japan lots of shopping centre n restaurants !!! always dreaming when i can go for travel in japan ..... after that i found out 1 entertainment place is specially designed for "otaku" de. its in Akihabara. lol .... all waitress inside de costume damn damn cute n full of animation feel. lol ! if got chance den i go look look for dat place. den they will said... " WELCOME BACK MASTER ~~"

k .... its time for me to cook d. chiao ~~

REMEMBER !! eat apple !! no matter its red, green, or black. its healthy. <3

2009-05-21T18:56:00.000-07:00

agony .......

2009-05-20T18:37:00.000-07:00

its not da 1st time havin headache. i think i get used to it d.

4am mom woke up. kena scold cos i din sleep. lol . dat time i still watchin my drama. 6am fetch her to work. now at rm do nothin.

toyota vios new model 1.5 cost 88k . my mom said cheap. yea i think so too. cos my car cost 84k somore is old model. bought 4 years ago. lol. suddenly feel like wan to buy a new car. but not using her money. lol. earn lots next time to buy another better 1.

plan to dl more dramas. my external hard disk still can fit bout 298GB.

after bath feel like so refreshing !! i think i can 24 hours again today. lol.

k stop here. nothin to write d. the wound in my heart haven heal yet. chiao ~~

2009-05-20T09:59:00.000-07:00

haven sleep ... not even wan to sleep . probably wun sleep .

once again. my heart being stab by a knife. painful ...

probably i dunno how to care for everybody. be my friend is such a troublesome thing rite ? yeah. myself think so.

for my best bro. felt so sry for being so self-willed. dis kind of age d still need u all worry for me. promise will giv all my best into my next job. thx to my best best bro especially wei keat. lol. if u saw dis plz dun laugh at me. ur advise , for sure will keep in my mind. another 1 is lup wai. lol i dun think he will read my blog? lol cos he is a busy man. here i wan to say sry to him bcos i still remember last time got 1 day in tuition centre i scold him bcos he dun wan let me sleep in class. lol. he also got giv advise. not ony study. even in game also. lol.

i know its me that made u so angry. u r not extra for me. totally not an extra. its my fault that made u have dis kind of feeling. just .. sry. i know u dun like it but still . ive to say sry.

have to punish myself for cant sleep today. lol. night every1. oya ~~

2009-05-17T08:06:00.001-07:00

This is the 1st jap drama i watched since last 3 or 4 years ago. My comment bout this dorama is .... i think its the best dorama ive ever watch. Although dere r still alot of very nice dorama. cos when i watch dis dorama, almost each episode i cried like hell. cos its super duper touching. Dats y called " 1 Litre of tears " . Actually b4 dis i dun like to watch jap dorama. but after my best bro intro me to watch dis ... i totally fall in love with jap dorama.

Synopsis

15-year-old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler. However, odd things have been happening to Aya lately. She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?

Reviews

Features Sawajiri Erika, Nishikido Ryou. This is a dorama where you can see a 15 year old young girl who was able to face her disease bravely, and tried her best to treasure the time she spent with her friends, family and boyfriend everyday she could. Ichi Rittoru no Namida is a heart-warming drama that will make people happy for the simple fact that they are alive, and will give hope to those who suffers from diseases and will make them think positive about living instead of giving up easily.

I GIV DIS DORAMA 2 THUMBS UP !!!

2009-05-15T11:55:00.000-07:00

yoz ...... its time for me to update something. lol .

Last week i lend my wife to my best bro. lol . its a laptop actually. i treat it like it was my wife. but he keep said sry to me cos he borrowed my laptop quite a long time . lol . once again. no need appologize la. if my laptop can help u fin ur assignment faster ... i wun think twice will lend u de .

Haven sleep . how to say ? actually i cant even sleep . cos dis few days always havin nap .

WEATHER DAMN HOT DIS FEW DAYS !!!

i hope malaysia can have 4 seasons too. but too bad.

lots of thing wan to tell but now dun have dat mood. update tomorrow. bye.

mid9 talk ~~

2009-05-06T11:24:00.000-07:00

Just fin chattin in msn wit her. finally saw her on9 on 2am. just chatting like bout half n hour ony cos she is watchin movie. but at last i get her number.

I dunno how to describe my feeling rite now. Just difficult to describe. Told me i din look for her since i came back to kl. its like ... how to look for u cos u keep chging hp num ? But nvm... i still giv her my new contact num. n finally she send me a sms. but my fon over limit d. cant reply. feel very happy cos finally i have her num. told me she wun chg her num again but who knows? lol . Made me remember back wat she told me last year .

if i chg to new contact num n i decide wun chg another means i have a new bf d.

tell the truth. heart pain after i heard dis.

lol. if she rly have a new bf den wat can i do is to wish her happy always lo. cos i love her so i wan her to be happier than others. just dun be like last time.

today just stop here cos conversation between me n her not much. but makes me remember lots of memory. yea i was happy. rly. Oya ~~

im back ~~

2009-05-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

To all of my frens . im back . ^^

First of all need to say sry . Sry for didn't update my blog since 16th October. After i came back lots of thing happened around me.

Lots of fren told me that i was made a very big mistake. Quitting my job in Hotel Management. Yeah. i admit that . dis was the very big mistake i've made. but wat to do ? wanna look for job that im interesting in it. but i know it was very hard. June gonna go interiew for air steward probably ? will get full details on june regarding which airline is it. Just giv my best on it. my best bro told me . yea i will .

Month of January to March. bad luck happened to me. actually my broadband was sign up since 27th of Jan. n it takes a super duper long time for me to wait for that stupid connection workin. 3 months if im not wrong. besides this my wallet also lost. IC lost. License lost. money lost. ATM card lost. That time i was like ... wtf . all the bad things keep happened on me. Modem kena thunder. plug kena thunder. need to wait like 1 month. totally in shitty mood.

All my bro havin their final exam. so .... wish them all pass wit flying colours ! miss u all damn damn damn much. eh after fin exam go meet out together play Left 4 Dead !! lol ...

Nowadays i think alot of couples r havin cold war time. dis few days suddenly my sec scul fren called me n told me. I'VE BROKE WIT MY BF. rly dunno how to solve dis kind of prob d. i think i "ma mu" d. same kind of prob they met. bf outside got another galfren. keep askin me how? wat can i do? wat can i say is gals dun be so damn stupid n naive plz. there all lots of better guy outside waiting. there are also lots of chibai guy outside cheating. dun just becoz of 1 seedling then u giv up whole rainforest. know wat i mean? u all says guy is chibai. i say sry 1st. gals more chibai. cant make decision. bf dun like means dun like la. still waiting for durian is it? so gals. plz think of it. if i rly hurt u all so damn much i apologize. but. b4 start a relationship. plz. learn how to let go 1st. if not u will gonna hurt more.

I'd found my best love, but i didn't treasure her. I felt regretful after that. It's the ultimate pain in the world. If God can give me a chance, i will tell her 3 words. "i love you" . If God wanna give me a time limit, i'll say this love will last 10 thousand years.

If u happened to see dis blog.. rly wanted to tell u. until now i haven giv up. I wish to tell everybody. that.. me. gie seong. love you deeply. kae shan.

K stop here. will update wit u all next time. Oya ~~

2008-10-19T23:32:00.000-07:00

yea .... too long time din update my blog since 16th September ... still remember da date cos dats da day i leave singapore .. LOL .. so i was planning to go back helping my mom .. haish ... boring life start .....

allow me to describe my boring life to u all ... morning 7 am need to fetch my mom to work . n i must woke up at 6:30am. plus .... almost everyday i slept in midnight . means i ony sleep less than 5 hours? after fetch my mom to work i totally cant sleep back again . so ?? play my ps2 . from morning till noon cant stop playin.. although it was sien but .. if i din play .. wat else can i do ? more sien right ? hmmmm ... fin my games den go fetch my mom ... around ... 9 pm ? at night .... bath ... eat ... sleep . dats all . n im jobless ..

keep repeating same thing day by day ... i wonder if i could set up a wireless at my house so that i wun feel boring.. hmmmm ...

3 days for me to stay here .. clear all my things den i can siam liao .. so ... probably after update dis blog will stop till dunno when ...

finally my nephew know how to talk . n he is ony 1 year old. almost 2 ?? he is smart i tell u all .. i tot he cant even speak 1 word . so i teach him some basic thing ... till my brother told me dat he oledi can speak out 1 - 10 in eng n chinese .. at first i dun believe cos he not even wan to open his mouth to speak out .. till my brother get him a sweet den he ony speak out ... n its .. omg . if compare to all babies .. i can say dat my nephew is da smart'est among all .. 1 year old oledi can walk plus now can talk . wan to bet ?? bring ur 1 year old baby challenge my nephew den .. :P

k i will stop here . dun wan type too much .. tired . :p

不要怀疑。。猪小弟很sien ..

2008-09-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

mooncake festival is around da corner ... lol ... i have to go back again as i said i ony can stay for bout 10 days here .. hmmmm ... dis few days stay at home watch anime n drama .. quite wasting time . zzz

gonna have a party b4 go back to Malaysia... me n my room mate bought 5 litre of Heineken beers !! plan to drunk together b4 go back .. lol ... quite crazy bout beers nowadays .. moody ... emo ... will let beers to make me forgot all those sad things ... haish ..

headache ... cos of thinkin bout how to write in blog to describe my best bros . lots of funny things to write duh .... hmmmm ... after dis blog bah . LOL ...

k ... have to stop here .. still got lots of thing to do . zzz ... will keep updating provide got enough time . chiaoz ... <3

不要怀疑。。猪小弟超爱喝啤酒的。。

2008-09-06T01:08:00.000-07:00

finally im back ... but ... ony can stay 10 days .. wtf ... i need my work permit !!

first thing wan to say is .... my nephew din forget me. LOL !! after i reached bro de place first thing is straight away go hug my cute nephew .. last time he used to dun let me hug him .. but now .. lol ... he was notti btw ...

first day at home ... be a fulltime " nai ba " . lol ... pei nephew sleep ... eat ... watch cartoon ... teach him english ... but he need lots of time to pronounce it correctly . he is smart . like his uncle . LOL !

2nd day ... stay at home do nothin .. cos nephew go back liao ... sad .. lol .. watch dvd plus help my mum at her shop .. n she teached me how to sew ~~ quite fun actually . lol ... den at nite go out wit bros watched MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2 AGAIN ~~ but still quite funny .

3rd day ... same as tuesday .. nowadays keep busy'ing helping my mum cos hari raya is near round da corner .. dats y have lots of costume need to rush for customers .. i eat alot . LOL !!

4th day ... im sick . lol ... probably din sleep well for past few days .. n eat wrong thing .. zzzz .. fever .. headache .. flu ... every virus attacked me . cant do anything .. eat medi ... sleep . dats all .

5th day ... im cured ...^^v .. plan to go out enjoy wit bros again b4 go back singapore ... same place .. same routine .. BIASA !! lol ... from 10pm chat till 0130am .. still da same we always talk bout last time sec school de memories .. keep repeat n refresh our memories .. n finally i plan to write in my blog bout all of my bros ... TO BE CONTINUE ... lol ...

forgot all those sad things happen. continue my journey ~~

tell myself .. must jy in everything ..

不要怀疑。。猪小弟已经回来了。。

2008-08-30T12:17:00.000-07:00

today is a bad day for me .. will remember dis day ..

like usual .. dun like to mention all of the bad things happen on me . but i dun have any happy things to say. today is not my day . but still, need to go on .. cos i know myself wun giv up so easily ..

will forgot all those past times ... wat i wan is future.

starting from tomorrow .. a brand new life, brand new me, brand new ... everything . wun force myself to do watever i dun like to do . i love my lifestyle . rulez.

need to go back malaysia mayb bout 1 week .. mom called . says ..... I NEED YOU TO HELP ME IN MY WORK LER ... QUITE BUSY DIS FEW DAYS N I CANT DO IT MYSELF ..
wat to do ... means i have to go back n help her ... hope she wun slap me after she saw i dye my hair . he he ....

1 week time .. can make me forgot all those sad things bah .... i hope so ... after come back ler must jy for my work luuu .....

bro .... plz plan more activities as i will go back bout 3 or 4 days ...

I WAN TO BUY 1 KARAOKE SET FOR MYSELF !!!! despo to have dat .. wonder if i got chance to take part in singing contest. :p

k la .. dun tok so much .. today is a bad day . gonna sleep on sofa . chiaoz ....

2008-08-28T12:56:00.000-07:00

一个人独自喝闷酒。。无所事事的我又被一些烦恼困扰着。。打算借酒消愁吧。。不想想太多。。

凌晨四点钟。。还没睡的我又胡思乱想了。。想一些有的没的。。今天的心情有好也有坏。。坏的不想多说。。好的是从今天起直到星期天都没工作。。总算能够让我在家好好的休息一番。。在这休假的几天打算充实我自己。。有句话说。。休息是为了要走更长远的路。。哈哈。。肯定我的路是非常的遥远。。

心情慢慢平复下来。。开心或不开心也好，路还是一定要继续走下去。。时间过得很快。。就这样过了半年。。给自己定下一个目标，可是不知道能不能够实现。。相信一定可以吧。。

很想回去探望我的好兄弟。。哈哈。。超想念他们的。。相信他们都还好吧。。要继续加油。

好了。。不多说。。是时候要和周公相见了。。在此停笔。。

不要怀疑。。猪小弟不是容易醉的。。

遗憾。。感伤。。

2008-08-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

很沮丧。。不知道怎样形容我此刻的心情。。低落。。睡不着。。脑海里一直想着他。。我真的很想念他。。可是很遗憾的。。他将永远离开这世界。。去到另外一个国度。。

依然记得当年我们曾经是队友的时候。。他给我的印象非常深刻。。害臊。。但很乐于助人。。尽他的能力去帮助每一位队友。。从来不会说不。。但是上天就是这么的不公平。。残忍的夺走了他的生命。。心真的很痛。。。

不知道他是否还记得。。当年的我们。。每当童军的课外活动一结束，我们就会乘搭巴士一起到网咖。。尽情享受在一起玩游戏的时刻。。我很想再和他一起重温当时的情景。。可是此刻我知道我再也永远见不到他了。。

知道他离开的消息，忍不住大声痛哭起来。。遗憾是因为当他还在世的时候无法好好地和他相处。。现在说什么也没用了。。

安息吧。。祖良。。无可否认的是在我的心目中你永远都是我最好的兄弟。。希望来世我们能够再次成为好兄弟。。

R.I.P Ju Liang ... May GOD bless you in heaven ... miss you lots ...

2008-08-21T05:52:00.001-07:00

Emo Time !

2008-08-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

totally no mood today .

freaking no mood .

who cares .

just leave me alone .

super duper tired !!

2008-08-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

woke up at 4am .. goin to start work at 5am .. cant get used to wake up at dis timing cos i always woke up at 1130am !! Zzzz ....

pastry chef .. such a cool job.. but den .. freaking tired .. b4 i can proceed to chef need to overcome asst chef da job . lol .. quite tired actually .. after i reach dere straight away he teach me how to make a quite simple pastry.. lol .. n i can overcome it . yea .. but den ...

after finish teaching me simple thing .. yea ... diff job lai liao .. for me mayb quite difficult cos i dun have any experience in baking bread. he waste quite lots of time teaching me how to "play" the dough . from afternoon 12pm till 3pm i ony fin 1 big plate of dough . while shifu oledi fin all. lol ... i so cha ... nvm . he said i sure can overcome it someday. need time duh ...

fin my work at 4pm .. tomorrow ... 4 am must reach dere. means i must wake up at 3am .. n i oledi freaking tired . i need more rest !!

i believe i can be as pro as him . mayb after 7 years ? lol .... k .... nitez ...

不要怀疑。。猪小弟超级累的。。

累。。。

2008-08-12T02:06:00.000-07:00

刚从睡梦中醒来。。头好疼。。

昨晚没睡好。。今早还要赶着坐早上九点的巴士赶回新加坡。。觉得好累好累。。明天更要早点起床工作。。haish ...

回去家乡的目的是要和老爸见面。。已经三年没和老爸联络了。。这次见到他。。感觉他苍老了许多。。白发长了不少，脸上多了许多皱纹。。见到老爸令我感觉到很不知所措。。不知道该说些什么。。

一分钟的时间。。说长不长，说短也不短。。长达一分钟我和老爸都默默的不出声，笑得很尴尬。。他还说我胖了不少。。只能用微笑来回应。。

把这三年来的状况通通都告诉他。。已经很久没看到老爸的笑容。。可能见到我的原因吧。。说真的，可能我会原谅他吧。。需要的是一些时间。。毕竟，他还是我的父亲。。

好了。。。不多说。。好想好好睡一觉。。应付明天的面包师训练！！

不要怀疑。。猪小弟超累的。。

start working soon !!

2008-08-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

1 more day to countdown .. T_T goin to start working soon ...

but den still happy .. cos .... I GOT AUTOGRAPH FROM 萧敬腾 !! woohoo !! he is cute .. handsome .. plus .. lil bit lame .. LOL .. i like him ..

after dat autograph session i went home get ready to pack my things n went back malaysia ..

quite lots of things happen dere .. hmmm... not free to write . lol.. gonna sleep .. tired .

对不起。。

2008-08-09T20:08:00.000-07:00

发觉自己自从在新加坡找工作后。。已经有一段时间没和妈联络了。。让我回想起当初决定要离开家的时候，没和妈交待清楚就这样的离开，感觉不孝和任性。。

想打个电话给妈，但是，不知道该说什么才好。。相信又是被她臭骂一顿。。算了吧。。打算回到家到时才和她解释一切。

树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。。。

相信很多人都知道是什么意思吧。。

有哪个母亲不希望自己的儿子以后的生活过得好？总是想要为孩子铺一条好路，让孩子不会受到任何的煎熬。。真的想要告诉妈，让我选择自己想要走的路。。不想总是让你操心。。

妈，对不起。。原谅孩儿的任性。。这几年来都有你照顾我们俩。。谢谢妈。。接下来的日子就由我们兄弟俩照顾你。。

很想。。真的很想。。说一声“妈，我爱你。。”

突然很想念她。。我不在的这几天。。要记得照顾身体哦。。<3333

不要怀疑。。猪小弟超爱妈咪的。。

Family ~~

2008-08-07T05:29:00.000-07:00

Sec school life ... my pants ... omg .. but still ... happy .. miss u all so much !!

i think ony left ... 2 in malaysia .... T_T

Once A Scout .. Always A Scout ..

2008-08-07T05:00:00.000-07:00

不要怀疑。。猪小弟是童军。。

Santa Shifu ~~~

2008-08-06T19:51:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO !!! FINALLY I FOUND A JOB !!! yoyoyo gratz me man .... dis job quite suit me cos i love to eat bread n cake . especially cake ~ PASTRIES SHIFU !!! cake, here i come to eat u ..

yeah .. 9:30am woke up den prepare myself to go for interview ... actually the pastry shop just nearby my house ony ... so its gud for me .. can save my transport fees .. nice ~~

reach ler ... den go look for the shifu .. lol the shifu quite handsome anyway ... praise him abit so that i got a big chance to join in .. 1 month $1000 salary .. work for 6 days 12 hours each day .. master all kind of bread first den ony master all kind of cakes ... learn how to make pastries ... wao ... nice ... plus .. know wat the shifu said to me ?

SEE UR FACE I OLEDI KNOW DAT U R A FAST LEARNER.

ty shifu ! ACTUALLY IM A FAST LEARNER . lol ... yea rite ... but i will try my best to overcome it .. he was nice .. hmmm .. yea i will praise him lot lot .. so dat he can teach me how to bake a cake . ^^v

n another thing .. wan to say ty alot to my bro .. who bless me kao kao lat lat yesterday . i hope he will read dis . U ROCKZ ! TY BRO !! I WILL BAKE 1 BIG CAKE FOR U TO TRY ! but den " lao sai " ler den very paiseh la ... lol ...

very happy . dunno how to explain my feelings rite now . im blur . but still .......................

blur.

lol ... k ... stop here .. update wit u all next time ..

不要怀疑。。未来的猪小弟是蛋糕师傅。。

情？是何物？

2008-08-05T20:57:00.000-07:00

在人生里每一个人都一定会谈一次恋爱，知道爱是什么吗？连我自己都不知道。。只是知道爱包含了甜，酸，苦，辣，这四种口味。。很多人会说。。谈恋爱是一件很甜蜜的事情。。初恋是最甜蜜的一段时刻，我曾经也有过这一段经验。。可是到最后还是曲终人散。。

关于这段恋情，双方都付出了不少。。明明相爱的两个人为什么到最后还是要分离。。我恨我自己，恨我不够成熟的去面对。。选择了分手。。

命运安排了我们俩又再一次的重逢，得知她过得很好，有新的一段恋情，我能说些什么？希望她能够开开心心的过日子我就很满足了。。很感叹。。让我想到了一句名言。。

曾经有一段真挚的爱情摆在我面前，但是我不懂得去珍惜，到头来才后悔莫及，如果上天能够给我一个机会，我会告诉他三个字“我爱你”。。如果要在这份爱上加一个期限。。我希望是一万年。。

人世间情为何物？直教人生死相许。。当初选择了放手，就不再期望有任何回头的机会。。我相信她一定会找到一个能比我更好的男人。。原谅我。。

我们依然是最好的朋友。。。

不要怀疑。。猪小弟谈过恋爱的。。

Day Trip @ Johor ... Koku ? Kuku ? Watever ...

2008-08-04T17:57:00.000-07:00

Didn't update yesterday cos piggy went to Johor. Fren jio me go back to his hometown dere .. so bobian lo .. follow him den .. cos he said his relatives plan the whole activities for me to welcome me ~ TOUCHED ..

plan to wake up at 7 am. yea ... 8 am ony woke up.. prepare everything den start the journey .. bout afternoon 12pm reach dere .. hmmm .. i tot wat activities will they plan for me .. 1st .. my lunch is 1 plate of boiled sotong plus 8 bottles of beer. zzzzzz ... ya i know i very sotong . FREN , LUNCH ONY DIS SOMORE PLUS BEER. ISIT THEIR TRADITION WAS AFTERNOON DRINK BEER AS THEIR LUNCH PLUS SOTONG? but sotong was nice ~ munch ..

2nd activities .. lame . EAT AGAIN. dis time is eat the fried fish . PLUS BEER . i think his relatives quite mad. buy 1 carton = 24 cans of beer. fren , although beer is cheap but den dun treat it as plain water to drink la .. 24 cans ony 3 guys drinking .. somore oledi drink bout 3 bottle beers n i felt dizzy dat time .. but still ... fine .. gulp gulp gulp .. fin it . FISH IS NICE .

3rd activities .. yea ... dis more like it ... go yippy yeh yeh around the sea .. found out in da village dere all worked as fisherman .. cos near da sea .. n da fish huge dao ..... sit on da ship n start floating .. boot boot ... i wonder if got crocodile .. :p

weather damn cooling ~~ no need any fans nor air cond. but den still .. each house for sure got air cond . lol .. after fin yeh yeh round da sea .. omg .. almost faint .. start havin serious headache .. so we plan after bath den go back ...

when we walked out the village ... LOL .. dua dai ji ... walkin style not like normal human liao .. drunk system activated ... headache dao ....

k ... said ta ta to the weird village .. i forgot the name .. dunno is koku or kuku .. forget it .. start another journey back to singapore . funny thing happen. after reach woodland chck point.. fren tio caught .. dunno y .. waiting for him bout 30 mins . after he is released , LOL.. the reason tio caught is cos his face look like the people who havin drugs .. face problem la .. LOL .. somore he dunno the way to go back home ..

1130 pm reached home .. BTH .. bath .. sleep .. 4 am woke up drink coke .. lol .. finally headache gone !! ^^v

quite enjoy myself in his hometown .. people dere was very nice .. dey hope i can go back next time .. LOL .. but .. no beer plz .. crazy beer drinker .. _I_

不要怀疑。。猪小弟很容易醉的。。 ^^v

New Life ~~

2008-08-03T03:55:00.000-07:00

Woo ... today woke up quite early cos my room damn freaking hot till i cant sleep well ..

yea .. just guess y i suddenly wrote in english .. just bcos of 1 fren .. LOL ..

midnight 1 am .. someone called .. its her .. (u know who u r) .. LOL .. afternoon called her to ask something bout the blog thingy .. but den till midnight called back to me .. i no need sleep is it? lol jk ... finally she knew i alrdy started a new blog .. but den she rqst me to wrote in english .. so i do it for her own gud .. LOL .. yea .. ur blog always too short .. learn from me ok ?? but den blog thingy i have to learn from u la .. ask me sms u but den u haven wake up ... so funny she is .. i have to call her funny queen next time ~

actually b4 dis i did myself a blog also but den freaking long time didn't update so i totally forgot ... look back my previous blog .. omg .. lots of pic inside ! gonna drag some old photos to let u all take a look ~~

decided to solve dis problem myelf .. i believe i can do it .. hmmm ... suddenly thinkin bout my best brothers at malaysia .. guess they will support me when i always face some problems .. 7 years brotherhood never chg !

goin to start a new life den ... NEXT SUNDAY AUTOGRAPH SESSION AT SUNTEC !! BY 萧敬腾 !! OMG !! 100% plus 100% FOR SURE I WILL GO !! WOOHOO !!! waiting him for such a long time finally ~~ yea ... support him always ..

k i will stop here den .. haven bath .. post some pic pic first ~~ at night update wit u all ~~

不要怀疑。。猪小弟超丑的。。

一辈子存在。。

2008-08-02T08:26:00.000-07:00

心情已恢复得差不多了。。平静了不少。。可能是因为这首歌的原因吧。。

这首歌，听了之后真的让我平静了许多。。每当心情不好的我总会让音乐来控制我的脾气。。
最近超喜欢听萧敬腾的歌曲，尤其是这首《一辈子存在》。。超棒！真的完全制服了我不愉快的心情。。

夜深了。。不想想太多。。静静的聆听。。那优美的旋律。。直到入睡为止。。

不要怀疑。。猪小弟超爱萧敬腾。。

烦闷。。失落。。

2008-08-02T03:23:00.000-07:00

三年。。一转眼就过去了。。猜想我也应该忘记他了吧。。一个狠心，放弃家庭的人不值得我去怀念。。可是命运偏偏如此的作弄我。。。

“ 最近还好吗？听说你在新加坡找着工作，一切顺利吗？又和妈吵架了是吗？听你哥说你在那里过得不是很好。。”不知不觉眼眶里湿湿的，我又再一次流泪了。。我恨你！恨你当初选择了离开，当家人都需要你的时候你选择离开。。恨你的程度比天还要高。。告诉我自己永远不会原谅你的所作所为，但是我能吗？我又再一次的犹豫不决。。

脑海依然记得小时候你经常和我说过的话，做过的事。。我敢承认你对待我比对待哥哥还要好上几倍。。每一次做错事你都会尽量的劝导我，但是我始终不敢相信你会做出这样的决定。。
你对我说你想要过自己的生活，借口！一切都是借口！不顾一切地想要问个清楚。。但你始终不肯说，“我的一切事情不需要和你交代到很清楚，你还小，改天就会懂。。” “好！你要走！你现在走！就当着我没有这样的父亲！”

无可否认到现在我还是一样的那么恨你，不过我可以恨到几时？要原谅一个人是很难的，何况是自己的亲人，不知道应该怎么做。。脑海一片混乱。。

眼泪不听使唤的一直流出来。。。我又哭了。。

不要怀疑。。这是我的心声。。

初次报到！！多多指教！！

2008-08-02T00:16:00.000-07:00

哇哈哈哈哈！！超邪恶笨蛋的猪小弟已来临这个地带啦~~

想知道关于我的一切呢~~敬请留意猪小弟的地带。。初次报到猪小弟并不知道应该写些什么。。
但关于小弟的一切一定会和大家分享的~~

关于平面的设计我还是不怎么了解。。希望那些超热心的朋友们能给我一些不错的提议。。
教教小弟怎么搞这些东东OK ???

不要怀疑。。猪小弟是超笨的。。